OLDER!!

I have always been afraid of getting older but I guess theres no stopping it I am offically a year older..again.. Where does the time go I swear It was just my 21st Bday and I was out at Rocks 2000 getting F*ckd up with my friends thinking I am finally legal no more sneaking in the bathrooms with Tammy drinking her drink trying to get drunk so I can have some real fun.Those where the days. Now I am a 26 years old oops 27 year old hospital operator dreading the day I turn 30 man I really am a kid trapped in a grown persons body! I still love Disney channel and Mtv and candy and so on and so on. Well I went to Tx with my baby boy to visit my daughter who is living with her father I pray every nite that he calls and tells me he has come to his senses and is willing to let Mari(my 5 year old beautiful daughter live with me) live with me because girls need there mothers.When we split up i had it rough living on my own trying to balance work,school and raising a child and I just felt it was best for her to live with him until i could my shit together and was able to raise her..BUT HELLO I AM READY! when is she coming. She has so much personality its hilarious. My brother Lenny and his wife Annette and two kids came to Killeen to see me and my kids so we all went to Chuckee Cheeses with my friend Rose and her lil boy Christian, it was so funny we let kids run around I think its great that the stamp the parents and kids with the same stamp so no one can leave with your kids well so the grown ups were talking and all of sudden I see mari on the stage singing and dancing not knowing she was on all the monitors around I laughed so hard I almost pissed my pants!